Gettin' sick of myself

It was so stupid
fall in love with such a freak.
And after suffer
from it every day of week.

You know I'm scared
to let somebody take you now.
But I'm prepared
to take you back and make it loud.

I will love you
as long as I'm alive.
I said you are
the most important in my life.

You laughed at me
and said that love is damn as hell.
I cried inside
but smiled and whispered "Oh well."